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27 June 2006
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I skipped school. Doctor said I'm too stressed out. =( I am.The body aches. Alot. I'm getting comfortable in just replying in one word. Though it sounds short & snappy. Went poly. Saw this cute guy! =) Saw Shadiq & his mom. I look around, and I see kids my age with their parents. Then, it struck me hard. Where's Mom when I needed her? ='( She didn't even thought I was really sick. All she said to me this morning was, You're becoming like your brother. I'm not gonna bother writing a letter for you. Go to the docs and get an MC. Lazy! How great huh. And when I told her the docs said I was stressed, all she did was sniggered. Like, she can't believed that I can get stressed out. She was almost not there for me every single time anyway. Only Nenek was. Suddenly, out of nowhere, now she wants to control my life. Control what time I sleep, and what I do. What I watch on tv, and what I want in life. Control my path in life, like it's her life. There's alot I want to say about her, but I don't wanna sound ungrateful. Still, people don't know what's going on behind closed doors. I always feel I'm not appreciated in this family. Dang. I pretty much feel. Useless. Nuff said. Out. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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